Ejay

I went out last night…

i got up at 6 to write an essay for my 830am class.. its now 8 and i have a paragraph left… why do i do this to myself?

nikiwarrior:

how when you were a kid, playing was just as natural as breathing? there were no rules in playing, no guidelines or requirements. you just set out in the backyard with your friends, regardless of temperature or time of day, and you played. playing carried no limitations, and at all times of the day, playing was a plausible option to pass the time.

it was about creativity, making shit up and getting the greatest enjoyment out of simplicity.

I basically refuse to grow up. and I really want to go outside every day after school and play in the snow, or pretend the ground is lava, or pretend the woods behind my house is a magical kingdom, or run around acting like a pokemon. but I’m sixteen, and none of my friends want to play anymore. everyone’s all grown up now, they have an image to uphold. they don’t want to be caught having innocent fun, or they’re too tired, or they don’t feel like doing anything right now.

well why the fuck not? why is everyone in the world under the impression that they become someone important after they grow up? why the fuck is everyone so afraid of make-believe? why is innocence a bad thing? why the fuck is playing so silly anymore?

I made a lightsaber my junior year of high school, and i ran around with my friends force pushing each other and having duels; mind you there is no blade on them… just merely a hilt. I still to this day walk around with it and pretend to defend the rebels from the corrupt empire… however, on bad days i slaughter countless innocent lives. I also continue to collect transformers and still play with them like a child.  im often mocked for it, but hey im the one in my apartment who never gets bored.  Soo, as far as it goes… Youre better off than most people because you still maintain the ability to create your own fun as where most people have grown too use to others supplying the fun. Play fun should never be frowned upon… after all Dr. Seuss said, “Fantasy is a necessary part of living, its a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope.” Also, he says that “Adults are just obsolete children and the hell with them,” and since dr. seuss rules. Keep on being awesome.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH. GOOD MORNING OR GOODNIGHT WORLD!